| Just kidding, I'm killing this |
[Apr. 6th, 2007|05:59 pm] |
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Haha, yeah, so I decided I don't like this screen name anymore...so I got a new one. It's imnosuperman182. I added all the friends I wanted to keep (if I accidentily forgot anyone, feel free to add me though). Kay, bye! =^_^= |
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| IT'S ALIVE!!! |
[Apr. 6th, 2007|02:31 pm] |
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| |  pissed off | ] |
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| | Mindless Self Indulgence~You'll Rebel To Anything | ] |
I finally got around to reviving my livegerbil. I know, the layout's shitty, but it's the best I could do..at least you can read it now. OK, here we go again...
Things are pretty sucky right now. Stephanie (my best friend from Indiana) decided she doesn't want to be my friend anymore cuz I listen to my mom and do everything she says and I don't stand up to her. I thought that was what I was SUPPOSED to do. But yeah...and now a certain group of girls at skool are acting all bitchy towards me for no reason. I am SO fucking SICK of this BULLSHIT. Thank God I graduate soon. FUCK this shit. |
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| HELP |
[May. 20th, 2006|10:31 pm] |
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CAN SOMEONE HELP ME GET A NEW LAYOUT FOR THIS THING?!
PS: I won't be updating this until I get a new layout, so if you wanna know what's going on in my life, you're gonna have to go to either my xanga or my myspace blog |
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| A day in Davenport...buying stuff...that I need... |
[May. 20th, 2006|06:34 pm] |
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| | Take Action | ] |
Today was a day for going and buying stuff that I need. Horray. Twas just me and my mom. First, we went to the library cuz I didn't have anything to read. I saw Keleigh there. It was pretty funny. Cuz I had a huge stack of books in my arms and I saw Kaleigh and my mom didn't and I said to my mom, "I'm gonna have to set these down for a second" and set them down on a shelf. And she was like, "Why?" and I was like, "Cuz I gotta go hug Kaleigh" and we ran at eachother and hugged at the front of the library XD Yeah. Guess you had to be there. It was funny. Anyways, after that, we went to Wal Mart, where I bought a red folder for my portfolio, some foundation, and 3 Full Throttles (energy drinks) for finals this week. Then we went to Dairy Queen cuz a few days ago, my mom got me a job application from there and made me fill it out =>.<;= So I turned that in and got a mocha moolatte. Then we went to the movies and saw Over the Hedge. Haha, I bet I'm the only kid at school who saw Over the Hedge instead of the Da Vinci code. But I never read the Da Vinci code...plus I heard it wasn't that good of a movie...that it was "overblown" or something like that. Over the Hedge was good. I read the comics every morning and I like Over the Hedge. So that was fun. I hardly ever get to go to the movies with my mom...usually, I only get to go when my friends invite me. I think my mom was kinda disappointed that I wanted to go see an animated movie though. But when it was over, she said she liked it. After that, we went to Staples to get some black ink for our printer. Cuz I need some to print my portfolio out...which I'm STILL not done with. I worked on it all day after school yesterday. From like 4:00 til 10:00. And I only took 1 half hour break to watch TV and eat a bag of microwave popcorn. I plan on working on it some more tonight, since I don't have any plans. Psh, like I EVER have plans. Anyway, I wanted to go to the mall and get some new shoelaces. Cuz the Gir ones I have on my green chucks are way too short and one of them just broke. Like, the tip. So it won't go into the lace hole anymore. But my mom wanted to go home. So I guess that'll have to wait for another day. It's so nice out... |
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| Why is that "busy" cat so damn HAPPY?! |
[May. 19th, 2006|04:38 pm] |
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| | my playlist on purevolume | ] |
Link and Soup Can are gone. I am sad =T__T= I'm also gonna miss Jenny and Erin. They were my 2 senior buddies. Well, unless you wanna include Marcie. And it sucks cuz I never got the chance to have Jenny and Erin sign my yearbook =;~;= Mrowr. And yeah, this weekend is gonna suck cuz Courtney is having a party and I'm not invited. That means Monday, at school, they're all gonna be like, "AHAHAHA! OH YEAH, THAT WAS SO FUNNY AT COURTNEY'S PARTY! OMG! AND REMEMBER WHEN..." *sigh* I'm gonna be spending my whole weekend doing my English portfolio. I also need to go to out tomorrow to get some stuff. First off, I need to go to the library cuz after tonight, when I finish the book I'm currently reading, I won't have anything to read. Then I need to go to Wal Mart to get some energy drinks for finals, a folder for my portfolio, batteries for my CD player, and maybe some more makeup. Well, I just stopped working on my portfolio to type this, so I better get back to it. Late. |
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| I hate skool |
[May. 18th, 2006|04:50 pm] |
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| | Incubus~Make Yourself | ] |
I will spend all of today and all of this weekend doing homework. The recipe book for Spanish is due tomorrow, so I'll be working on that for most of tonight. And I haven't even started my huge English portfolio. Which will consist of: an essay comparing and contrasting 2 colleges I would like to attend or 2 jobs I would like to have in the future, some pictures relating to my choices, job postings relating to my future career choice, a cover letter (which is similar to a resume), a resume, and a mock interview. Now if you know me at all, you know that there are 2 things I absolutely HATE talking/thinking about. And those are 1) Driving and 2) My career/college/shit like that. So basically my future. Because I don't really have one. I suck at everything. Except drawing. And I can only draw cartoons. That's why I'm choosing cartoonist/comic book artist for my career. Woooo. I hate skool.
Link is so effing cute. I want her to sign my yearbook. |
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| ...VanHoosier.... |
[May. 17th, 2006|04:20 pm] |
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| | Adam & Andrew~Emo Kid | ] |
I got my yearbook back from Ms.VanHoosier today. She basically said in the nicest way possible...that I am weird, crazy, and insane. Here's what she wrote: "Rachelle, You have definitely made this an interesting & enjoyable year. I don't think I'll ever have a student quite like you again. You are an original. Always be true to yourself and if you ever happen to get a comic book deal, don't forget the role of the mysterious teacher. Ms.VanHoosier" ....heh. Like I could EVER forget her <3 I wonder if she knows. If she knows that I'm crazy in love with her. Because I never really gave her a reason to think I'm crazy. I mean, yeah, I drew her pictures. But they weren't WEIRD pictures or anything. And a couple other kids drew pictures for her, too. I just put more time into mine. But that's because Ms.VanHoosier is an awesome teacher. Hell, the first drawing I ever did for her, I drew when I WASN'T obsessed with her. So love wasn't really my motivation for those drawings. Well, it may have played a small part in a few after that, but so what? *sigh* But yeah, so that kinda made me feel like shit. She thinks I'm crazy. Weird. Bizarre. Insane. Maybe it's because she DOESN'T know the truth that she thinks that. I wanna tell her somehow. Like, draw her one last picture and write a note on the back. Have it be subliminal, but in an obvious way. Because it doesn't matter anymore. She'll be gone next year. Nothing matters anymore. I'm gonna go molest Sharing Issues. |
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| OMG VANHOOSIER AND THE RACONTEURS! |
[May. 16th, 2006|03:55 pm] |
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| | The Raconteurs~Broken Boy Soldiers | ] |
Guess what?! VanHoosier has my yearbook right now! I gave it to Mana to give to Ms.VanHoosier before class and have her sign it and then give it back to me after class (when school lets out). Well, after school, Mana came out without a yearbook (she's having Ms.VanHoosier sign hers too) and said that Ms.VanHoosier said that she didn't have time during class to sign them, so we can just pick them up tomorrow morning. And Mana said she was holding the yearbooks to her chest...and mine was on top! Against her chest! *swoons* SHE HUGGLED MY YEARBOOK! lol, when I told Foxxe this, she said, "Now when you get it back, you can huggle the yearbook too, so you guys can share an indirect huggle." And I'm like, "HELL YEAH!" I'll probably lick it too XD Because I'm creepy like that =>.>;= BUT OMG SHE'S SO HOTT AND I CAN'T TAKE IT AND SHE'S GONNA BE GONE NEXT YEAR! =T__T= Oh, and I just remembered that I signed Mana's yearbook and it says something like, "Well, the years's coming to an end...you know what that means...NO MORE VANHOOSIER, LINK, OR SOUP CAN! *sobs uncontrollably* But maybe now I'll shut up about them...a little." So when Ms.VanHoosier goes to sign Mana's yearbook, there's a good chance she's gonna see that. So she'll know I'm obsessed with her. Oh well. Right now, she's the only one who DOESN'T know that. And I'm pretty obvious about it. And she's not gonna be here next year anyways, so it won't be awkward. Hahahahaha.....I dunno why I'm in such a good, carefree mood. Hell, I even said, "Punk rock Carly!" to Carly when I passed her in the hall today...even though I'm 90% sure she hates me. And I said, "Needles in the eyes!" in the high pitched Pillz-E voice when I was right next to her today before band....and I'm 100% sure she hates me. Hehehehe....maybe it's cuz my mom's on her way home right now with my Raconteurs CD =^____^= SQUEEEEEEE! |
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| Yearbooks & a surprise! |
[May. 15th, 2006|04:48 pm] |
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| | Reel Big Fish~Cheer Up! | ] |
We got yearbooks today! So I have another picture of Ms.VanHoosier! It's not the greatest picture, but she still looks beautiful as always. Damn, I'm gonna miss her so much =;~;= And I'm NOT looking forward to the 8 period schedule next year =>.<= As if losing some of our best teachers wasn't bad enough, now they're switching the schedule on us. That means we're gonna have even MORE homework every day next year. But anyways, let's try to stay positive....I am SO getting Ms.VanHoosier to sign my yearbook =^.^= And the pics of Link and Soup Can in there are hott too. Mwahahahaha! And when I came home from school today, there was a nice surprise waiting for me! Amy (one of my friends from Indiana) sent me some stuff! Judging by some of the items she sent, I'm thinking it's a late easter gift, lol. I got: a bunch of candy, a huge thing of bubbles, a cute little hedgehog (it looks like a hedgehog) plushie, some play-doh, some chocolate eggs, a chocolate bunny, a card, a little egg guy thingy that sings 'the easter parade', and...ANOTHER EASTER SPINNY TOY! (Note: The song that the easter spinny toy plays is 'the easter parade') So now I've got 2! Bwahahaha! More annoying goodness! XD Awwah, I miss Amy. And she's, like, computerless at the moment, so I never get to talk to her anymore. Hopefully, I'll be able to visit her this summer. Only 2 more weeks of school left! Wooo! And The Raconteurs CD comes out tomorrow! And I'm gettin' it! And I just convinced my mom to come with me to the jazz concert tonight. She likes goin' to those things anyways...and the season finale of Grey's Anatomy is on tonight...it's a 2 hour special! I just hope the jazz concert lets out in time for me to go home and watch it.
*shifty glance* *grabs yearbook* *runs upstairs* *locks door* |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 14th, 2006|03:45 pm] |
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So far, today has been just as boring as yesterday. And it's gonna stay that way =v_v= I'm watching the entire series of Invader Zim again. I just finished disk 1. I can't wait until Tuesday. That's when The Raconteurs CD comes out =^.^= That's pretty much all I have to say. Late.
PS: It really sucks how my layout is all fucked up all of a sudden. I dunno how to fix it. I had Dana get it the way I wanted it a long time ago and I never changed it... |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 12th, 2006|08:52 pm] |
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| | I can still hear Link & Soup Can singin in my head *swoons* | ] |
Got back from the choir concert thingy a little bit ago. OMG LINK AND SOUP CAN! I was, like, DYING on the last song cuz they were both up there singing together. And Soup Can has this really seductive look when she sings...it's so hott, omg. And Link is just so adorably georgous. I wanna huggle her <3 (One week, guys! One week and they'll be gone!) Yeah. I planned on going to the concert with Mana, but we kind of hate eachother right now. So after school, Laura came over and we watched some Invader Zim and then went to the concert together. OK, so wanna hear the story about Mana? Alright. Let's start from the beginning....Mana is always telling me about people that hate me. Like, "My mom hates you! She thinks you're goth!" "My dad thinks you're a bad influence and you use me for homework!" "My dad's girlfriend hates you too even though she doesn't know you!" "Tori hates you! She only pretends to like you! She NEVER liked you!" shit like that. And she enjoys it. And I can tell. Like...I think it makes her feel better. Because EVERYONE LOVES her. Because she's MANA and she's a NICE PERSON. But half the school hates me for no good reason. Trust me, I'm not just being paranoid. I KNOW Mana thrives on telling me these things. Laura's friend Amy hates me too, and Laura told me that. But I could tell that she was hurt that she thought that about me. With Mana, she might as well say, "HA HA!" I'm serious. And it pisses me off. Anyways....this morning, we (me, Foxxe, and Mana) were talking about punk rock Carly. Mana was always saying that Carly is so cool and that I'd get along with her. And we like a lot of the same music, so I was like, "Sweet!" but she acts weird towards me. And I've never done anything to her. But when I tell Mana, she's just like, "Whatever, you're just being paranoid" but Foxxe is in my geometry class (along with Carly) and has witnessed Carly being weird towards me. So we told Mana. And as Mana was walking with me to my band locker, I was like, "See? I wasn't lying! See?" and she was like, "Yeah, well....I don't really care if she hates you" (in other words, "whatever, it's not my problem") and I was like, "...! You WANT her to hate me!" and she was like, "WHATEVER! YOU CAN GO TO YOUR BAND LOCKER ALONE!" and shoved me. And we haven't talked all day (unless you count that little spat we had in band). So yeah. That's pretty much it. I'm just sick of her having that, "Haha, I'm so great, everybody loves me, but everyone hates you cuz you're a goth, evil, bitchy, lesbian who treats people like shit and uses them!" attitude. (For the record, I'm not like that at all. I am a lesbian though. Big effin' deal). *sigh* Well, my parents are fighting again and I can't even think. So I'll end this here. Late. |
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| *sniffle* |
[May. 11th, 2006|06:42 pm] |
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| |  sick | ] |
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| | Taking Back Sunday~Louder Now | ] |
Yesterday, during 2nd block, out of nowhere, I came down with a really bad cold. My head hurt really bad last night and I couldn't breathe, but my nose kept running. I went to bed at 9:00 (as opposed to the usual 10 or 11) because I felt so shitty. But I swear, I woke up every 45 mins to an hour. Yeah. I hardly got any sleep. And I still feel like shit today. My head doesn't hurt as bad, but I keep sneezing and sniffling and I'm really tired. I can't wait til this week is over. Cuz it's been really bad. At least I get to go to that choir thingy tomorrow with Mana. *glances over at Hollie* Uh...I mean...not that there's any reason in particular why I would WANT to go to that...shit....
Oh well. 6 days. And they'll be gone. Link and Soup Can. So then you won't have to listen to me obsess over them anymore. Maybe. lol. I'll still probably be like, "I MISS THEM!!!" but I'll get over it. I hope. But I'll never get over Ms.VanHoosier leaving. I wanna get a picture with her before she leaves! But I heard she's weird about that. She won't let people take picture of/with her. I think there are 3 pictures in the entire world of her. And I have all 3 of them. Bwahahaha! (That being the one in one of the earlier Lances of this year, the one from the school website of her in the choir robe & sunglasses with all the other teachers, and the one of her in the background at the schoolboard meeting in the quad city times the other day). Woo! I'm such an awesome stalker! =^.^= But yeah, I wish she wasn't so camera shy. I really want a picture with her. I mean, come on! I'm ugly. Therefore, I usually will do anything to not get my picture taken. And I am WILLING to take this picture. She is beautiful. So she has no reason to object! Grrrrr. Ah well, it's either a picture or I wanna huggle her. She can take her pick. Also, both would be nice. OR....a picture of me huggling her! XD
...yes, there are some other things I would like to do with Ms.VanHoosier, but those are the legal ones. |
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| Nice try, asswipe |
[May. 10th, 2006|05:32 pm] |
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Today, in study hall, I was looking at the newspaper. And today, they have some academic special thing about the top seniors in all the schools around here and whatnot. So I went to the north scott page to see if maybe Link and/or Soup Can was in there...and they are! Both of them! I already have the senior picture of Soup Can (cuz it was in the lance), but I didn't have Link. So I ripped it out. And I walked over to show it to Hollie. And she grabbed it outta my hands and ripped it in half. Fuckin' bitch. I am SO sick of people being shitty towards me for NO reason. But I can still laugh at her...because I get the newspaper and I can just cut out the picture from MY paper. Which I just did. Ha. Stupid fucker. Anyways...after school today, me and my chemcomm group went over to Lujack's to film our car commercial. I had to ride with the guy in our group. I thought it was gonna be really awkward, but it wasn't too bad. He's one of the nice guys in my class that I SOMEWHAT know. Because I sit by him. And the filming itself was funny. The 2 girls kept laughing and we had to keep refilming it. The one girl had to leave at 4:30, so we kinda rushed the whole thing. But once we cut and edit it, it should be OK. I hope. At least we did it. Well, that's all I feel like typing right now. Late. |
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| Bitches! *cue ICP song* |
[May. 9th, 2006|05:27 pm] |
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| | annoyed | ] |
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| | Mighty Mighty Bosstones~Let's Face It | ] |
Today was bad. There are lots of reasons, but I know that if I type too much, noone will read. Hmm...where should I begin? OK, first off, a few weeks ago, I went over to Mana's to print out a picture of the Gorillaz to draw for drawing class. Well, the first time I printed it, it was too small, so I printed another. But I didn't wanna just throw the other one out, cuz that would be wasting ink. Plus it's a cool picture. So I fugured, 'Hey, I could just give it to punk rock Carly, cuz she likes the Gorillaz too'. Well, today in geometry, I was working on my drawing, and Carly walked past and saw it and was like, "Ooh, Gorillaz! That's cool!" and I remembered the picture, so I told her about it and said, "So yeah, would you want it?" and she looked at me like I was crazy and said, "...um, no, not really" and walked away awkwardly. I was thinking, 'wtf? I try to be nice to her and she fuckin' blows me off!' Ya know? I mean, she acted like I was a complete stranger offering her food or something! I dunno. It was just bizarre. And then at lunch, we had lasagna. My favorite part about the school's lasagna is the cheese. It's so good. Well, today, the tray I was supposed to take had lasagna with no cheese on it. So I grabbed the one behind it (that DID have cheese on it) and the lunch lady got all pissed off at me and was like, "Next time take the tray that's for YOU" and Foxxe just laughed at me. I didn't do anything wrong! I told my mom that story, and for once, she took my side. She was like, "Yeah, that's like having a cake and then having one piece with hardly any frosting on it! Noones gonna want that!" Exactly. And then...in chemcomm, we're doing some project and we have to videotape a car commercial. And we're in groups. We didn't get to pick our groups though. Not that that would do me any good anyways though since I don't know ANYBODY in that class. Well, my group planned on going to Lujack's today to videotape the commercial, but then today, right before 4th block, the boy in my group came up to me and was like, "Oh yeah, we're not gonna be able to do the commercial today cuz I can't get off work" and yesterday, one of the girls in our group said she can't get off work either. So I dunno WHEN we're gonna be able to do this. He said maybe tomorrow. I think tomorrow is our only chance. We're supposed to have our tape by tomorrow, but Mr.Tippet said he'd give us til Friday. But yeah, if we do it tomorrow, I don't have a ride there cuz my mom has a meeting at 3:00. So I'm gonna have to, like, get a ride with someone in my group. And THAT'S gonna be awkward, considering I don't KNOW any of them. I'm gonna fail chemistry, I swear. Although I did find out today that I get to opt out of one of my finals (and I am SO choosing chemistry). We were supposed to find out yesterday if we could opt out of anything, but my advisory teacher was gone. And today, instead of telling us, my advisory teacher had us all go into her office and find out. And I didn't really feel like going in there and having my whole advisory hear my horrible ITEDS score. So I just sat in the room, thinking maybe my teacher would come out and tell me if I could opt out of anything. Well, she never came, so I figured I wasn't able to. Well, today in Spanish (4th block), I was telling Mana all of that, and Mrs.Brenner overheard and offered to find out for me. So she did. And I can opt out of one. It's kinda pathetic that I had to find out from my spanish teacher, but whatever. Mrs.Brenner is so awesome. Hell, all the teachers that got pink slipped are awesome. Especially Ms.VanHoosier (<3), Mrs.Brenner, and Mr.Williams. Mr.Wikan is nice too, but I never really got to know him. (And I never even HAD that other guy). God, I hate our school. ...I wanna huggle Ms.VanHoosier. I was thinking that all day. Ever since I saw that melancholy picture of her in the background in the newspaper. Awwwahhh *huggles the picture* But yeah. Today sucked. The only good part was that Andy burned me a Mighty Mighty Bosstones CD and gave it to me at school today. They're ska. So I'm excited =^.^=
But overall, I'm still pissed about today.
Fuckin' bitches.
So much for not typing a lot.
I guess this means I won't get any comments. Cuz NOONE will read this.
Dammit.
This was a good entry too. A good entry about a bad day. |
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| Skoolboard meeting |
[May. 9th, 2006|06:37 am] |
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Yeah, so I went to the schoolboard meeting last night. Surprisingly, not many north scott kids showed up. Kinda makes ya wonder how many kids took part in the walkout just to get outta class, huh? I saw VanHoosier though =^.^= But only when we first walked in. Cuz she was sittin' in the front row. Me and Mana sat in the back, so then I couldn't see her anymore. But from what I did see, she looked sad. I wanted to hug her. They showed it on the news too. She look so...melancholy =T__T= But I was on the news too! XD Lol, I've never been on the news before! It was just me sitting there, all "..." like, watching. There's an article about the meeting in today's paper. I'm not in the picture, but Ms.VanHoosier is. With that sad look on her face. Awwwwah =;~;= |
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| Post prom |
[May. 7th, 2006|10:36 am] |
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| | Hellogoodbye | ] |
Wow, yesterday is such a blur. I'll try to remember it though: Woke up at 5:00 to be at the school by 6:45 to go to Bettendorf for the large group fest for band. We pretty much sucked, I thought. A couple of the soloists screwed up on River of the Ancients =>.>;= But oh well. When I got home, I did a bunch of chores and then took a nap. I dunno how long I slept. A few hours though. Then I woke up, ate some food, watched Naruro, watched The Goonies (which was on TV), and then just hung around until, like, 10, when Rachel came over. She bought an energy drink, so we split that and had some food before we left. We got to post prom at about quarter til 11, which is when it started (at 11). Twas fun. The theme was Las Vegas, so we all got bags with playing cards and dice and play money in it. Then there was a BUNCH of games you could play to win more fake money. And with the fake money, you could buy grab bags and/or raffle tickets. I wound up buying, only like, 5 raffle tickets, but I put them all in the raffle for 2 Warped Tour tickets and a Ramones DVD. Obviously, I lost though. I never win anything =;~;= And that sucks cuz I've never been to Warped Tour and this was, like, my only chance to ever get tickets. But anyways, yeah, it was fun. The hypnotist thing was hilarious. There was some yaoi moments. I was thinking, "OhmyGod, I wish me and Link were down there and the guy would be like, "blahblahblah, it's getting colder. You're FREEZING!" and then she'd start cuddling with me" *lol* Yeah, Link looked really pretty. Not that she doesn't look really pretty every day, but ya know...her hair was all prettied up. Not that her hair isn't pretty every day, but ya know XD; ANYWAYS! We left around quarter to 4. I thought it was supposed to end at 3, but I guess it ran late. So yeah, we got, like, 5 hours of sleep last night. Good times!
PS: I REALLY wanna go to the schoolboard meeting tomorrow morning at 6:30, but none of my friends wanna go. So I guess I'm not gonna go either. But...but....but...VANHOOSIER! *sobs uncontrollably* =T__T= |
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| Mana wouldn't let me see my Sam Goody lover =T__T= |
[May. 5th, 2006|09:33 pm] |
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Today, after school, I didn't have any plans, so I asked Mana if she wanted to hang out. We hung out at her house for a little bit, but then she had to go to the mall and the movies to pick up job applications. So we went to the mall for a little bit (I wound up getting an application at Hot Topic, though I doubt they'll hire me. All the people who work there are AT LEAST 18). But whatever. Ha, I still can't believe I'm gonna be 18 in August....that was random. But anyways, yeah, we went to the mall and hung out with Hollie for a while, who was working at JCPenney. Good times. Then we went and saw An American Haunting or something like that. We figured that since we were going to the movies, we might as well see something. But there was nothing out that we wanted to see. We hadn't even heard of the movie we saw. It was OK, I guess. It was weird though and totally fictional (although it says it was based on a true story). It was about ghosts and shit. I realized today why I'm into gory films. Because gory films are usually about killers. And killers can actually exist. And do exist. Making the movie scarier and more interesting. Mana was like, "Well, this movie was pretty good cuz it made me jump a lot!" and it made me jump a few times too, but I don't go by how much a movie makes me jump. I dunno, whatev. Anyways, I just got back and it's almost 9:30. I have to get up at, like, 4:00 tomorrow morning and be at the school by 6:45 so I can get on a bus with the rest of the band and go to Bettendorf for the large group festival. Yeah, that's pretty much gonna suck. Hopefully, I'll be able to squeeze in a nap between the time I get back and 10:00pm, which is when Rachel will be coming over to pick me up and take us to the junior high for post prom (yeah....high school post prom at the junior high. Bizarre, right?). Yeah, we're not going to prom, but we're going to post prom, lol. Dude, that's the way to go! You don't spend any money that way, but ya still have fun! Everyone's like, "OMG why aren't you going to prom?" Hello...#1:I'm ugly, so noone will ask me to the prom. And #2:I'm a lesbian. So that kind of just kills everything, doesn't it? Are lesbian couples even allowed to go to prom? Not that I have anyone to go with anyways, but ya know.... but anyways, yeah, post prom should be pretty fun. We're gonna get hyped up on energy drinks cuz it lasts until 3:00 in the morning. So I better get to bed. Night! |
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| Nekos American Dream |
[May. 4th, 2006|04:17 pm] |
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| |  crushed | ] |
Monday, in English, I have to write an essay over Gatsby's American dream. No, not the band (unfortunately). Literally. And at one point, I'm supposed to talk about MY American dream. This is funny, because just this morning, I was saying how Ms.VanHoosier is my American dream. In The Great Gatsby, Gatsby's dream was to be with Daisy. But his dream was unobtainable throughout the whole book. He desperately wants something that he will never be able to have. (It goes deeper than that, but that's the jist of it, lol). And that's like me. Ms.VanHoosier IS my American dream. And with every day that goes by, my dream dies a little bit more. And yet -just like Gatsby- I keep hoping and wanting. I won't face the truth that it's impossible. I don't want to face the truth. And maybe in The Great Neko, instead of me being shot in a pool, it's Ms.VanHoosier that's being taken away. Taken out of the goddamn school. It's not fair! Oh, Gatsby, I sympathise with you! lol, see? I'm hopeless. Just like Gatsby was. Only focusing on ONE thing and one thing only. And it's POINTLESS. ......but anyways, yeah, obviously, I'm not gonna write about that. I'll just make some shit up XP Why did I decide to update about that? I dunno. I guess cuz there's nothing else to update about. Oh, wait!
The highlight of my day:
I stood behind Link in the lunch line today. It was wonderful. The end. |
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| "Mmm, what soup?" "...this soup" <--a line from one of my best dreams EVER *lol* |
[May. 3rd, 2006|04:34 pm] |
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| | blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Ever We Fall (on purevolume) | ] |
This morning was bad. We had a 2 hour late start, but I still managed to sleep in (the fact that I had a REALLY awesome dream involving Soup Can MAY have something to do with that though =^.^;=). I don't sleep in very often either (on school days, I mean). On a normal school day, I have my alarm set for 5:30. It goes off. I hit snooze. 10 mins later, it goes off again. 5:40. I hit snooze. 10 mins later, it goes off again. 5:50. I turn it off and get up. All is well. So last night, knowing we had a late start today, I set my alarm 2 hours ahead: 7:30. Well, this morning, I don't even remember it going off. At all. So at 9:06, I woke up and FLIPPED OUT. And my brother saw me in the bathroom, franitically washing my face and was like, "Woah, are you just know waking up?" and I'm like, "Yeah, I didn't hear my alarm!" and he was like, "Oh, I woulda woken you up, but I thought you were already up." OMG. My door was SHUT and my light was OFF. OF COURSE I'M SLEEPING. I was so pissed. I wake him up all the time cuz he always sleeps in. So yeah, I didn't even have time to shower or eat this morning. I put deoderant on, put clothes on, washed my face, brushed my teeth, put my makeup on, and straightened my hair. It was crazy. Usually, I take, like, 15 mins to put my makeup on (that being foundation, powder, blush, eyeshadow, eyeliner, and mascara). This morning, I did it in 5. Usually, I take, like, 7 minutes to straighten my hair. This morning, I did in in 2. So I basically felt like shit all day. And probably looked like shit too. Well, I better get off the computer. Late! |
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| V4NH00513R!!! |
[May. 2nd, 2006|03:38 pm] |
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| | blah | ] |
Yeah, so today, all the kids who participated in the "walk" yesterday had to have an in-school suspension (3 hours long). But since 600 kids participated, they had to have juniors and seniors do it in the morning and freshmen and sophomores do it in the afternoon and it was held in the auditorium. I'm mad cuz I missed my band lesson and chemistry. So I'm gonna have to go get my chem homework tomorrow morning or something. And see if I can make up my band lesson sometime before or after school. But other than that, the in-school was fine. I read the whole time. It's this book called Teach Me and it's about this girl who gets in a relationship with her teacher. She's 17 years old and it's a first year teacher, so it's perfect for me, lol. (Although, the teacher is a guy...dammit) But yeah, it's a really good book, and now I'm almost done with it. I read, like, half of it during my in-school and then some during study hall and some during English. Maybe I'll finish it tonight. But anyways, yeah, good times. I love Ms.VanHoosier. LATE! |
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